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Brave Ink

by Patient Barney Penrose

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1.
Hettie 02:58
Sometimes magic will shock you Like a rusty winter doorknob Sometimes magic will call to you, "Come here my child, nestle in my bra." For too long, for too long I swore I was all wrong. For too long, for too long. Hettie left the market With a pillowcase full of matches and straw She burned the tallest scarecrow Her father's plantation ever saw. "For too long, for too long," she said, "I swore I was all wrong. For too long, for too long." Hettie, hold me steady When I kneel My balance is off Sometimes magic will fool you With a cheap plastic Halloween mask Sometimes magic will chase you through alleys Full of reincarnated bats. For too long, for too long I swore I was all wrong. For too long, for too long. Hettie, hold me steady When I kneel Hettie, hold me steady When I kneel My balance is off My balance is off
2.
Villanelle 03:48
He lifts his glass high as if to give a toast, Sits tall on a barstool, glows like a lamppost. Content to be almost As wild eyed as he wanted, not as much as he'd hoped Last call comes so quickly, last night comes back slow He lifts his glass high as if to give a toast To blacking out on Fridays—or at least coming close, And waking up Saturdays, most anyplace he knows Content to be almost Friends with all the waitresses, whose names he doesn’t know. He never minds silence or waking alone. He lifts his glass high as if to give a toast To this life that he chooses. He’s more satisfied than most: Damn near satisfied with damn near everything he chose. He lifts his glass high, as if to give a toast, Content to be almost.
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Emily 04:10
I wish I did not believe in this darkness Emily hangs curtains in my cave Even when it's caving in on me. I wish I didn't have to laugh at such dark shit Emily holds my hand, while despair Bounces on my knee and laughs at my haircut Shoves his fingers up my nose, and turns down his green thumb Drools down the back of my shirt and tells me I'm no one special, Just another freckle stuck on Emily I'm one of so, so many Assholes who love to call her angel, But never listen when she sings And never take her wings out of the washing machine When she needs them on the weekends. I barge right in and march right out With my dirty feet, saying, "keep my seat warm And save your tears for the rainy season." I wish I did not believe in this darkness Emily hangs curtains in my cave Even when it's caving in on me. I wish I didn't have to laugh at such dark shit Emily holds my hand, while despair Bounces on my knee and laughs at my haircut Shoves his fingers up my nose, and turns down his green thumb Drools down the back of my shirt and tells me I'm no one special, Just another freckle stuck on Emily. Maybe tonight we'll stay inside And get so high we forget to write down All of our brilliant bathtub revelations. In the morning if she's not too restless I'll make us mate and a Russian breakfast And go out to pick strip mall carnations. Maybe forgiveness is just The meeting place of Faith and desperation. Maybe forgiveness is just The meeting place of Faith and desperation. I wish I did not believe in this darkness Emily hangs curtains in my cave Even when it's caving in on me. I wish I didn't have to laugh at such dark shit Emily holds my hand, while despair Bounces on my knee and laughs at my haircut Shoves his fingers up my nose, and turns down his green thumb Drools down the back of my shirt and tells me I'm no one special, Just another freckle stuck on Emily.
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Brave Ink 06:23
Thirteen black notebooks Full of smeared sketches Brave ink never runs. Thirteen black notebooks Full of smeared sketches Brave ink never runs. Damn the letting go Damn the letting go Is always the hard part for us. Don't torture yourself, Don't torture your self for this, love, For this "love". Ten pounds of cheap Flattened out cardboard And packing tape in the trunk. Call it a premonition Call it faith in bad luck. Ten pounds of cheap Flattened out cardboard And packing tape in the trunk. I got nowhere to go, I got nowhere to go no but up. Burn all my poems Outside the dog park Don't spare a single one. Burn all my poems Outside the dog park Don't spare a single one. Damn the letting go Damn the letting go Is always the hard part for us. Don't torture yourself, Don't torture your self for this, love, For this "love". Invite me out of pity Then send me home early From the bonfire you planned all month. I fell off the blue station wagon With a cartoonish case of hiccups. Invite me out of pity Then send me home early From the bonfire you planned all month. I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't seem to wake myself up. In every story I spun around us You were the fortunate one. In every story I spun around us You were the fortunate one. Damn the letting go Damn the letting go Is always the hard part for us. Don't torture yourself, Don't torture your self for this, love, For this "love". Let's shoot all the messengers Steal all the bad news And spin it until it suits us Let's sell batteries under the boardwalk When the hurricanes come. Let's shoot all the messengers Steal all the bad news And spin it until it suits us I tell myself that What you tell your friends Doesn't matter too much. Thirteen black notebooks Full of smeared sketches Brave ink never runs. Thirteen black notebooks Full of smeared sketches Brave ink never runs. Damn the letting go Damn the letting go Is always the hard part for us. Don't torture yourself, Don't torture your self for this, love, For this "love".

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released April 12, 2014

Album art by Miden Wood

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Patient Barney Penrose Richmond, Virginia

"As a lyricist, Patient Barney Penrose shares a vividness with Matt Berninger of The National, expressing himself with melancholic, literate concision. These are lyrics that read well without a melody. An extension of an obvious literary talent, they embellish his dulcet arrangements."

Julian Belvedere, HY.GEN.IC London
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